One of my mentors called me out on my language on the last week. She’d asked us to share questions about a concept she was teaching so she could answer them in a chat.
So I shared that I was curious how to keep going and mentioned I was ‘expecting to fall off the wagon’.
EXPECTING TO FALL.
Deep down somewhere my mind had already set a level for me. It apparently reckoned i would not be in success with this.
Thanks then brain!! 😂
Expecting itself wasn’t a problem. It’s the kind of expectation I was attaching to it. Falling. Not being in the energy of its See, if I was expecting to be in this no matter what, it gives a very different energy.
I’ve felt my energy wavering over the last couple of days. Ok being awake for 3.5hrs in the night hasn’t exactly helped 😂
My expectation has been coming true. I don’t want it to but what we focus on, however unconsciously, grows.
Time to reset.
I expect great and exciting things to happen to me. For the rest of this day and then I’ll reset tomorrow. And again until I’ve trained my brain.
Defying the norm.